Yes, it's late. I have no idea why I am up so late. I guess I just don't want this day to end, and maybe the Diet Coke I had earlier hasn't helped me in the 'sleepy department', so maybe writing will.
Today was a whirlwind for me, and I am feeling quite good about getting through the last few hectic days. Now the only thing that is really on my mind is how I must get back on the wagon of downloading my pump. Since my weekend away for Thanksgiving, I have sort of slacked, yet again! I must look at my data to figure out what needs tweaking next on my pump.
I am determined that by the time my November appointment rolls around, I will have a good HbA1C. But, if I continue like this, it will not be as great as I anticipate. So, I had better get crackin'!
So, this small note for tonight is not only a way to rest my mind for bedtime, but a reminder to myself that I am aiming for a specific goal. And the only way to achieve that goal is to go after it, and stay focused!. So, that's what I am going to do! Ha ha...if only it were that simple, right? Well, it's not simple, it never is! But, practice makes progress, and the more I work at it, the better results I will see.
Being that my last HbA1C was at 8.2, I am in desperate need of results this time. I have tried to change a few things, such as my eating habits. But you know, pumpkin seeds can only go so far in place of my potato chips. Well, I am not completely giving everything up, but my mouth waters just thinking about my chips. Mmm, chips....Okay...focus, stay focused!
So, tomorrow, *or should I say today*, is Friday, and this weekend I am going to be the birthday girl, and as a gift to myself, I am going to download my pump, and adjust it accordingly, and feel great about all of the health accomplishments, and other things I have done in my life.
I am grateful, and that's what counts. I will not take anything for granted, and I will take this one day at a time. Now I must hit the sack. There's a little boy that calls "Mamaaaa!" in the morning, and I have to be awake to enjoy the sound of his little voice. :)
Have a great night. Sleep tight!
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